gettin real tired of my own bullshit


do u ever lie on ur side and a small tear leaks out and ur just like whoa wtf body I know I’m sad but not that sad

"I’m trying to find my peace; I was made to believe there’s something wrong with me, and it hurts my heart."
- Janelle Monáe (via wrists)
"I’m not used to being wanted"
- 6 Word Poem (via incoloure)


i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.


But the truth is, I am lonely, I am sad, and I would like to give up.

I feel like I do everything on my own now, but the hardest thing to deal with on my own is me.

"I want to explain how exhausted I am. Even in my dreams. How I wake up tired. How I’m being drowned by some kind of black wave."
- Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation  (via hungerasylum)


It’s like, I love you so much and I want you to be happy even if it’s not because of me. But you don’t even speak a word to me, so I’ll have to suffer watching you suffer.